Only you can love me

I had always felt desire for the words of a seducer. Piece by piece, you are completing this puzzle. In all honesty I had low expectations on you, I thought that after a night you would leave too. You stayed, and opened me with your care. I hesitated, but allowed you to know what I am. "I'm cruel" I said, yet you didn't left. I have always wanted to feel that way. I tied you to my heart with a silver chain, and as time goes by you will tie me to your bed. Call me a fool, but I'm rushing to fall in love with you. Call me a fool, but I fell for you before I knew. Now I wonder what will happen to me, when my sickness worsens and you decide to leave. I know I said that for you I would surely find a replace, but now I'm doubting that someone else could really take your place. I would hurt you, that is what I know. But love, it would kill me more than what I would show. I'm just too fragile, and since I met you I can no longer stand being alone. It troubles me, I feel pain and the wound on my soul only starts to grow but it never stops. Will someone ever dare to love me as much as you do? Will someone understand what I'm going through? I doubt it, mi amor, no one but you will ever care about me. Please, I beg you, never dare to abandon me, I beg you, please don't leave.