She is gone!

Remember the young girl that gave you her tears, that asked for a hug, that used to smile? Remember how you pushed her away when she needed to talk? And still, she managed to smile and defend your motives. "I know you are too tired for me, mommy. Goodnight."

Remember how you forced her to accept another man that wasn't her dysfunctional father? And he did something to her that she hid in order to not affect your happiness. "He is great... Everything is fine."

Remember how she suddenly saw herself at the mirror and the next day she couldn't open her mouth to eat? You did nothing to help her find the beauty of herself. "I can't eat that. I must work out."

Remember when she told you there was something wrong with her mind and she needed affection? You just pretended to care, but the following days from there you spent more time away from her. "Do you hate me? What have I done wrong?"

Remember how she cried when her father let her down? And you said nothing, not bothered to comfort her and tell her you did loved her. "If you didn't want to have me, to think about it you had three months."

It was then, when she was gone. Your little, perfect daughter had stopped existing and now a monster had taken her place. She didn't talk to you, she rejected you, she didn't care for you... I mean, it was no longer her, it is me.

You come at night and the house is a mess. No mere hugs asked, instead just hate. I watch you tired, you need to rest. Oh, mother, you don't deserve it. Your little daughter was always restless, crying at night because you didn't want her. Can you understand now how she felt?

No, it's not not enough. I need to treat you as you did to her. Humiliate you, make you suffer. I want to see you collapsing on the floor, I want to make you cry until you can't stand living no more.

Did you knew she tried to drown herself? Don't you ever noticed the bruises on her legs? They were subtile, her ways of self punishment. If you had just ever bothered to talk to her... It is too late now, mother. I have replaced her, now it's your time for you to pay.

Go ahead, follow her to death. Whatever you try won't bring her back. Close your eyes forever, I know you want to die. Mother, don't doubt about it and for once stop being selfish, satisfy your child. "Farewell, mommy. Forever goodnight."